Geog paper was today. You know what, all i could hear was "EASY" or "Easier than mid-year and prelims". That means something is wrong with me... I chose Q1 and Q4. I feel like i may not have answered to the questions. I mean, well, my forte is in forests and development.

Ohyeah, umm there was this one question, i think i messed up.

Section A
1(a)(i) With the help of Photograph A, outline the main characteristics of mangroves. [4]
My answer was crap lah. I went to describe and explain about the features and stuff. :(

1(a)(i) Explain two ways in which tropical rainforests are adapted to climate. [4]
My answer was crap lah. I went to describe and explain about LEAVES only, but included evergreen AND waxy with drip tips.

1(c)(i) Suggest human uses of tropical rainforest areas. (with help of Photographs B and C) [4]
My answer... recreational activities and also clearance of forests for etc... hope it wont be penalised.

I don't care about section B, i may have lost some marks there...

Byebye A1.. :( shall go off to do E Maths stuff now. insects are flying in and being attracted to the light! AH!

I look outside my window now. It's about to rain heavily, either a flash rain or those long long tiring rains...

Just finished tuition. I realised i suck in locis and construction. =X and my graphs NEEDS alot more improvement. :( sigh... i wanna really do well for O's, but the thing is, im not panicked. That's the problem. :(
And now, those stupid Merc OC500LEs are coming out. And like people are getting pics here and there. If only i didn't promise to my mom that I will NEVER step out of the house to get bus photos until 12 november... except that 91.3FM bus... EVEN 970 has OC500LE cameos lah! :( i am waiting for my new camera, and also to get pictures... Now i know what Hafiz feels like every week he has to leave home for camp... sigh :(

SMB1H on 970
Pictures taken by: Muhd Faizal (not OUR QSS Faisal)







SMB6U on 970
Picture taken by: Muhd Faizal (not OUR QSS Faisal)



Maybe i might as well just put down my O' Level targets and what i wanna do after these exams to relieve myself.

Targets for O Level:
English - B3
E Maths - A2
A Maths - A1
History - A1
Combined Humanities (SS w Geog) - A2
Physics - B4
Chemistry - B4
L1R4 target: 9; L1R5 target: 13

Waht I want to do after O Levels:
1. Get a new camera
2. Get new clothes and shoes
3. Clean up my stuff...
4. Invite friends over to my house for FUN :D
5. Joyride buses I like... and also Nissan Diesels!
6. Go to SBS Transit areas for pictures...
7. Update SBS Transit Photo Gallery
8. Get a part-time job? (I don't wanna waste the whole of my holidays)

A good Sunday morning wasted... Physics Practical is on tuesday, and i read very little... :( boo hoo. Every room of the house is OCCUPIED except the study room, which also has my computer. So technically, it isnt a study room. Heh.

I feel from PRELIMS to now, i've lost my momentum, and i can't get back up. Physics seems much harder now. Chemistry is no better. I haven't even touched my humanities since September! :( ah i better not regret bah. anyway, probably have to do that Criterion Essay..

What am I aiming to do today?
(1) Criterion Essay
(2) Physics [Topical revision on General Physics]
(3) Geography
- read up topics to brush up memory
- do 1 paper, but not timed.
(4) A Maths TYS on Differentiation/Integration
(5) Chemistry
(6) read up practical

It should take up a good 5 hours? Well, i wont do them in order, but if i don't finish any one of them, i blame myself.

Maybe im not studying right.. how did i do well for PRELIMS?? :( im feeling more nervous now. Better sign off, before my mom gets even more enraged with me.

Back home, and well, im super tired. And im getting my night sinus-es again. :(

Today was QSS Graduation Day 2008. It was quite sad. Time flied very fast, though I never thought it will. I've made friends, and actually i feel myself more mature than when i first stepped inside. I learnt alot of stuff, and im hoping it will stay with me for the rest of my life. I've lost friends i made in QSS, but they've moved on. And so have I. But only the great moments will be in my heart, for it's no worth remembering horrid stuff about a great place. Time flies fast, and it will still go at the speed of 1s/s. :P

Anyway, i wont post pictures, because otherwise my blog will be damn laggy. Signing off to sleep...

Im so distracted!! ;( Only did an hour of work just now. Sometimes i wonder why I am slacking off now. Is it because my mind is so lethargic and sleepy? :(

Maybe im just too complacent. But i just want to do my very best. I put aside bus joyrides, bus pictures to try my best for these exams... I mean, i've heard from all over, 'This is the final lap". So im going to give it my best shot!!

I bet u, im wasting precious study time at home. But well, i don't feel the mood to study anymore. I just feel like SLEEPING. :( Maybe another nap won't do harm, but that means in the night, i have to work.

If i don't do well for these exams, my life is ruined. With regrets that I will never forget, because time is money. I dont want to be a failure... :( OR SOME lazy pig!

HAAH! The last day of normal lessons is over, and it feels like we have no more meaning in QSS anymore... sigh, i''d miss those weird lessons in school. I'd miss the crappy times with friends. I know these 4 years have been hard. I've changed... for the better. I had a bad reputation in sec 2, because of my attitude. but probably, i found myself toning down alot. it wasn't self-realisation only. and well, the teachers, not all are great but a few are very good. Mrs Soh has been a very good form teacher this year, and she has helped me realise my potential. Mr Siah is one very hardworking teacher, if not for him, i won't be motivated to do history, really.. Other teachers that aren't mentioned are good too, but i can't really think of anything now..
And, well, though i called this school a living hellhole, i will really miss all my friends, because we've been through so much.
Pictures of last lesson day in QSS

Chong Boi playing DS, Tang is camera shy!!


Chong Boi and ShaoWei doing something..ahem under the table?


ChiMeng and Cleo studying... scandalous?


Vivek and Gary's turtle


Eddie, Fi and Me



Queensway Secondary School



Candid shot of 404 classroom



The 04-gang girls posing for pic (:


QiYao, ChongBoi, Tang and Me


Fi and Daud


Fi, Shemuel, Daud and Helmi


Danial acting pro with his K850i...


Me and Helmi



Me, Shemuel, Daud and Bonnie


Shawn (my teddy) LOVES F1:P


Miss Idayu's home-made cookies


Miss Idayu's Kinder Bueno gift


Fi, an industrious student in the making




Aishah, Shawn(my teddy) and Me

Sometimes... I wish I wouldn't do things on impulse... :( Today after school, went for lunch at mac. ok luh, after that, took 961 home, bathed and changed and went for pics.

I took pic of TIB442R, then i missed the bus by a little. So i decided, "hey, why not ride the bus?". So i stupidly did! Then at BP, i saw 536D. I missed the bus picture too. So unlucky lah! I missed 2 nice ad buses today!!! :( Ah nevermind, i got TIB526H pic to cheer me up. But my mom's gonna scold me, and I know why. I came home 2 hours later than I said. But i can only blame myself. 526H came to BB Int at 1730 on other days, but today that bus like vv late. So i reached home late lor, so its my fault bah.

F1 tonight, im probably goin to watch. My father's probably enjoying his $168 seat, haha. ahwell, i hope all goes well and the shuttles too! (:

Never do things on impulse. The feeling of regret will stick with you for so long that you'll get tired and eventually find ways to be more irritating.

Another boring day of school is over! :) I just wish they would let us have the break now to allow us to study at home. I feel a slight pressure in my lower tummy. AH! :( Anyway, today went through papers, and just like I felt that in school, more time is wasted. Maybe im not as motivated anymore... AIYA! Im getting back to work soon lah.

Ok, since this is a private blog I might as well talk about my PRELIMs. I didn't get my aims, my parents expected it. But with the effort I put in, the results show. I probably studied more for History, A Maths, E Maths... Im not smart, but i remember alot of stuff. I don't regret anything.. Maybe it's good I met friends who didn't want me to waste time on hobbies or useless things. I got a 30plus for MYE because I wasted my time on buses, taking pictures ON EXAM DAYS and joyriding near exams. But now, because I realised that exams are important, I sort of like did better. I have to thank alot of people, my parents, Mrs Soh, Uncle Teoh (he's now my god-brother) (: , my tutor, my other teachers, Rachel, Hafiz, Desmond, Faizal, my classmates, my schoolmates for believing in me. (: It really helped, and well, i hope to work this hard or even harder for O's.

Anyway, after school, i felt worthless and bored... On my wat home, i thought taking TIB442R would help me cheer up. But it made me feel much worse. That uncle still jerks the bus. :( BLOODY MOTHERFUCKER! Sorry, if you don't know how to maneuver the bus, PLEASE DON'T HARM THE PASSENGERS SAFETY AND GO DRIVE A LESS-DEMAND SERVICE! Sheesh...
Then, i just remembered what horrible thing i did in April lah. I was talking to my driver friend, but think because of me, he lost control and nearly crashed. Then, Danial would KEEP on reminding me about it. I already feel bad lah! Sorry Dan, but I just keep feeling really weird when you keep mentioning it to others. Please just forget it ok? I keep thinking alot when you mention these things. I already apologised to him and I don't talk anymore when they are driving, because I don't want to get them into trouble, or get wierd look from pax. I also wouldn't talk to them much if they talk to me because like, they need to concentrate on e roads. And I'd rather talk during their break time or after work if they aren't busy or with their colleagues.. I mean, they dont talk to me during school, so why should i talk to them during their working time? AIYA, im just so frustrated about that bloody TIB442R SL. I already complained him, but he still does jerk. :(

TIB442R, please return to WLDEP... November, if the rumours are true, I'll see you back at WLDEP! (:

Pictures of Friends since 2006:
At My House (20/07/2006)
Me, Audrey, Shi Hui (402), Danial, Helmi


Old Ford Factory (July 2006)
Helmi, Shao Wei, Sumithra, Meita, Fiersa and Me!




Bowling (December 2006)
Danial, Me, Nicholas Tay, Isaac, Fiersa














Me and Faizal (June 2007)


CGA for Fiersa's Farewell (24/06/2007)
Helmi, Fiersa, Danial, Georgina, Yumi, Me, Miss Leong and Sumithra

East Coast Park(30/06/2007)
Me and Fi




Me and Miss Leong











205 '06, Cleo, Miss Leong and Me @ BK.

Velocity@Novena 2007: CCF (01/07/2007)
Mr Siah, Me, Firdaus, Haikal, Miss Leong and Danial


Aesthetics's Night (13/07/2007)
Chun Wei, Me, Ashiq, Firdaus (301)

TIB541M (25/08/2007)
Rachel and Me


Gary's Birthday Party (15/09/2007)
Too many ppl to name! =X




SMRT Challenge 2007: UB78 (16/09/2007)
Camera staring Shot


Me, Rachel, Hafiz, Faizal



QSS (28/09/2007)
Shi Hui (404), Irish, MeiQi, Miss Leong, Sun Mi and Me.



CGA for Farha's Farewell (18/10/2007)











6F Class Reunion Party (09/11/2007)


QSS Vietnam Educational Trip (12/11/07 - 17/11/07)



Faizal's Birthday Bash (10/12/2007)
Desmond, Me, Faizal, Rachel, ZhiPing, Hafiz, Benjamin
Publications CCA (12/01/2008)


Holland V with Bus Enthus (: (09/03/2008)
Me, Faizal, Benjamin, Hafiz, Rachel


Turf City with Bus Enthus (24/02/2008)
Me, Hafiz, Faizal, Yiwei, Benjamin, Rachel


Bukit Panjang INT (29/03/2008)
Me, Yiwei, Hafiz, Rachel, Benjamin, Faizal


CGA (16/06/2008)
Me, Hafiz, Rachel, Faizal



Marina Centre (08/08/2008)
Faizal, Desmond, Shirley, Rachel, Me and Hafiz!


Bukit Batok (24/09/2008)
Uncle Teoh and Me















I am having a bad temper now. Maybe it's because i saw that guy at Bukit Batok. I was talking to Uncle Teoh and Rachel, then out of nowhere, tintin popped out. Then, i was like so frantic to get away, so i dragged both Rachel and Uncle Teoh out of the interchange. I felt very bad, but tintin
is just too annoying. Think when i told Uncle Teoh he was vv scared of my tone of voice, i was gritting my teeth! I admit, im irritating and annoying too, but when I see someone else so hyper about stuff, I feel like, "Yeah, it was cool. But so what?? It isn't that BIG a deal, sheesh...."
Ah, anyway, well talked abit then took pic with Uncle Teoh. (: And it was also the last time i'll be wearing QSS PE Attire this year... because today was the last PE session. :( Anyway, we talked about stuff, including about some complaint about 167 incident. it wasn't his fault, it was the bloody bus. Scanias have lousy brakes! :(
But really, Uncle Teoh is really like a god-brother to me. He even talks to me more stuff than my real brother does. And i feel comdy confiding in him, and he doesn't mind. I told him my results and he was quite pleased, and told me to keep it up for O's. (: And he treated us watermelon, it reminds me of TIB595H, the bus of brotherhood.

Ah, FRIENDSHIP through pictures makes me cry sometimes. It's very nostalgic and gives you that feeling. I guess friendship does bring people closer. In 2 weeks time, 10th October, it will be my graduation, and i'll be leaving my friends. I wont hear laughing, gasping, crap and all after that date. It really saddens me, after 4 years in QSS... but i enjoyed myself alot! I made friends, i lost friends, but I became closer to some and im glad to have come to this school. I am just praying the friendships in secondary school last longer... I hope real hard I'll be fine...

My bad temper just went away...